April 30th

(And with this, my 2011 April Poem-A-Day is complete!)

I came traveling on roads
through rows of eucalyptus,
must have done so,
more than once I looked
like a fool to be traveling
through eucalyptus

I came with bud caps
caught in my shoe treads,
came with the jagged
eucalyptus smell

Of course I am like the trees
bent over by wind and heat,
able to be chopped at the root
and grow back again,
but I am also like the road,
and the traveling,
and like the looking over
of my shoulder,
very much like the looking,
but very much like the trees.

April 29th

neopolitan

the number of three
molded together

wooden spoons
more efficient even
would be a paddle boat

swans are vicious
angel ducks

french butter pretzel
mustard honey salt

human
bites

April 28th

Stonecrusher Mortlock loved

Margarita or Manzanita
sharp as chiming birds, whoever she was,
Margarita, Manzanita, alight

She was a thin one,
knuckles and chin,
so below her body weight she came back up
the other side,
curved as bat wings,
hooked and round as a barrel cactus

Her areoles were red as sunstroke,
aloe smooth her limbs were glinting,
bold as lime
she burnt campfires
into being when she spoke

Stonecrusher mortlock was a landmass
to her weaverbird, a slingshot
to her needled nest

Like most men afraid of the desert
Stonecrusher Mortlock clung to her boundaries

April 27th

under rhodedendrons
and the dirty white smell of leaves
my sister and I played
by the side of the house
where my uncles stirred soup
for my grandma

in a dark and yellow room,
on a soft brown couch,
my grandma wore sweatpants
and pastel turtlenecks

the air under
rhodedendrons
is cold and dry,
unstirred

I know there was a playground
a short walk away-
the pavement there was
uneven, and in my memory I am
inexplicably, to be so young, sad

April 26th

First the windmills
white as wings
spanned across the hills
We drove and drove
beneath them, turning
folding into trees,
green and flashing past then opened,
freeway,
into town
The drive through downtown
Santa Cruz, pastel air
on ropes and anchors,
front brick fences
low and cracked,
Leaf yellow,
mustard bright,
sun spilled flowers
on the shadowed porch

If we ever went in winter
Only spring and hammocked summer
I cannot go there anymore

April 25th

an anchor

kelp with warm
sweet brown mud eyes
looped along
the anchor

the anchor
given eyes
moved

it tugged hard and short
a horse to its cart
jerked its two prongs along like
curved shovels
until the chain broke

drew its long and elegant
face away from the the water,
the shining chain,
drew above the high tide line
leaving a switchback pattern
like a salamander abandoning its tail

so heavy and iron
and with so many eyes
the anchor rested

wondered what
it is about humans

the rushing in
to capture stranded fish
in the drawback of a tidal wave

April 24th

world tent
mountain peak
grass sky
coniferous
below the line

rainwater flashes
on branches
drops of solder
save your father

days
water
the smell
of the churned up ocean

antediluvian

jellyfish abyssal
tentacles serpents
eyestalks like periscopes
save your father

round white fish
bobbing
having eaten all of the sharks
round white mouths
save your father